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  • July 21
  • United States
  • Deviant for 12 years
  • She / Her
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My Bio
I'm an actress. I love to read, as well as write poems and songs. I play guitar, and no I don't mean like those country cowgirl stars, I play rock, thank you very much. I also really love photography (obviously). I also really love to dance hip hop.
That's about it.
Oh, and I'm a vegetarian.
Okay, now that's all

Favourite Visual Artist
Vincent Van Gogh (gotta love impressionism)
Favourite Movies
Sorcerer's Apprentice, Princess Bride, Black Swan, A Knight's Tale
Favourite TV Shows
America's Bast Dance Crew, So You Think You Can Dance, 1000 Ways To Die, Jackass, Rob Dyrdek's Fantasy Factory, Switched At Birth
Favourite Bands / Musical Artists
A.F.I., Scrillex, Atreyu, Disturbed, Korn, Escape the Fate, Three Days Grace, Apocalyptica, Five Finger Death Punch, Slipknot, Stone Sour, Hurt, Linkin Park
Favourite Books
Mortal Instruments Series, Harry Potter Series, Hollow Kingdom, Heir Apparent
Favourite Writers
Aristophanes, Cassandra Clare, Socrates
Favourite Games
Anything Nintendo!
Favourite Gaming Platform
Nintendo
Tools of the Trade
Camera, Video Camera, pencil/computer
Other Interests
Dance, Music, Acting, writing
Everyone last person one this planet is different. The sum of our interest, our past experiences and lessons learned from them, our psychological dispositions, or even disorders, and our reactions to external stimuli make each of us individuals.  However, it is interesting to see that each of us follow certain patterns in our behavior. Have you ever noticed that we all react to impending failure in the same fashion? Think about it. How many times have you continued to do or say something that you knew was probably going to blow up in your face? How many times have you seen someone else do the same thing?  See it now? Here's the thing: we do
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There is far too much negativity in the world. It seems like all you see on Twitter, Facebook, Tumblr, etc. are depressing or angry statements. These things just make people see your worst side.  I mean, you need a shoulder to cry on, but what about all the good things that happen? Where are your statuses, tweets, and blog entries then? We're all guilty of it. I know I am. Why don't we try to do something to change that? They teach you in basic psychology that when you act happy, you truly become happy.  Don't believe me? No matter how sad or angry you are right now, I want you to smile for thirty seconds. Did you do it? How do you feel no
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First and foremost, I need to say that this is not for sympathy.  It isn't a call for help or a request for a shoulder to cry on.  I don't ask for comments, or for any one of you to be proud of me for what I have to say.  I only ask for one thing.  Your undivided attention, for this one moment, so I know I haven't wasted time pouring the contents of my heart out for nothing. So, from this point on, I speak the truth. I hate myself.  I have always despised the person I was, and I despise the person I have become even more.  Why?  Because every moment of every day, I catch myself thinking of some way to get even a little piece of attention.  
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Thankyou for the favorite(: I feel EXACTLY the same as you do about myself (No-Shame-November). I don't cut, but I do starve for attention. I think it's just a human thing, and that everyone goes through something like this at one point in their life. Heck, that one point in life could be your WHOLE life. Don't let it get to you. Much love, GlassGazer(:
You're welcome! Thank you, and thanks for being brave enough to admit that, not many people will talk about the things they might be judged about. =)
thank u so much ! :) 4 watch
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It's been a while, but welcome to the group! :la: Glad to have you.

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Can I make one tiny suggestion. It's about your titles for your work. I wouldn't call them "Suicidal Tendencies" and whatever number. Like for the suicide note one I'd probably call it "Note" or "Forgive Me". Just a suggestion though.